(UNTITLED) if i had been in germany then, i simply would have lay down and died lost the will to exist humanity has nothing to offer me and i haven't the desire to offer it anything what am i to do now? perhaps paint my nails, or see another inane movie- or spend time with people who smell stale eyes red and crossed words so shallow and thoughts so far away none of it can reach me i could read a book --learn more useless information which will be regurgitated on another meaningless test but it all rises to the surface i cannot understand the simplest thoughts no comprehend basic trigonometry my mind is rotting and i sit in this stagnated room tying these words which only fail to express the dire meaninglessness there is nothing for which to exist besides these words and these people and the people vanish to their mobilized homes and the words stay on a blank, glowing screen and my mind rots on wasted potential? time wasted me i've lost the ability to waste time so lets drink and be merry? drink virgin blueberry margaritas brought by waitresses of higher awareness which are actually raspberry but hey-- everyone knows that they taste the same even god but we do not trust god we will overthrow the god who keeps my boy in california we will bate his achilles' tendons and smack her upside the rotten head the detroit airport is crying for your help i tell you this in seriousness or is seriousness in me? what is in me? i do have two kidneys lucky me, I hope you've got one
Jacqueline Samuel
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